.Crazy.Serious.: 05/01/2005

MahiLig Ako sa TagaLuBid..

I will be adding some new stuff soon... soon... please.. let me say that again... soon.. (are you convinced already?)

Green is his Favorite Color..

MahiLig Ako sa TagaLuBid..

**I was so caught up in layouting my blog that I tend to forget to post.. LOL!**

Okay, so my tummy hurts.. argh! It's that time of the month and it really sucks.. I have my periods irregularly and I really hate it when it comes.. I'm still not used to it.. (Argh! Why am i saying this?)

Anyway, we went out today.. We designed the blackboard in school for the Orientation Day next week, May 8. It was an easy feat. Haha! thanks to Lee-Anne and other SCWMB, we finished it in less than an hour (I think..?)

We then met up with him and proceeded to Kicaco. It was so smelly inside because they were removing the paint on the windows. Levi told us it was rugby, but I guessed it was thinner..? hehe.. So we sat outside and did nothing.. bwahahah! And again, I ordered Strawberry Vanilla.. (My fave among the new drinks. I had to suffer the loss of money and appetite after trying out the other drinks - Banana-Please-Don't-Drink-Me and the Mango-Puke Cielo recommended) Anyway, I first tasted Lee-anne's SV just to be sure.. I was fooled twice already okay!

He and I went to Rixelle and surfed the net.. He checked on his friendster and mail.. (His hands really are shaking.. I don't know how he plays so well with those shaky hands) I checked mine too.. Afterwards, we went back and I played cards with my friends.. Too bad he doesn't know how to play.. hahah! Goodie Goodie?

But he asked me to teach him tomorrow.. I can't wait! hehe..

So now, I have to sleep.. Yes, i know, it's only 10.14pm but I want to sleep early.. I want to be just like him.. hahaha!

I like the song Close To You.. wala lang! hehe.. This was the song played in the movie So Close. I like its lyrics... Check it out..

Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around.
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around.
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Just like me (Just like me)
They long to be
Close to you.
Wahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.
Wahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.
Hahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.
Lahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.

Lab ko bestpren ko!

MahiLig Ako sa TagaLuBid..

My Super-Sexy, Multi-Talented, So-Hot-Almost-On-Fire Bestfriend - Lee-Anne Margarette Solomon-Cornel

Rock On, BaLee!

Love you!

MahiLig Ako sa TagaLuBid..

Don't we look so pretty?

Geeky Geeky?

Samahan ng mga Cute na Walang Magawa Sa Buhay..

still messy?

*sigh* i know i know.. it's still kind of messy.. but i'm working on it.. so please just bear with me.. lotsa lurve!!!! onga pala, mahilig ako sa taga-lubid..

Inside my bestfriend's head...

*sigh* I called my bessy last night and we had one hell of a talk.. here's a summary of what he shared with me.. he really is full of wisdom.. (i hope he doesn't read this cause if he does, it will get into his head.

What is love? Love will have different meanings for different people. Some would have happy while some would have had experiences in it. Most of the time, those that suffer because of love would lean to be more bias on the negative side of it and how cruel and bad the opposite sex (if it is of the opposite sex) is and creating a stereotype of them. Others may not have even passed the border of being considered "in love." An example of which is fearing the possible outcomes when they would be in a relationship. Being paranoid of the future of failing, of not working out, of so many probable reasons. Others would have lasted for so long but eventually part ways in the end. Maybe because of getting too tired of one another, of wanting more than what they have, of lacking something they want to receive, of lsoing the spark they had, etc. Others would have repeated experiences in their love life. Always telling themselves that i would not repeat the same mistake but they do, again ang again. I believe that relationships will always work if and only if both parties have the will to work things out.That is why love is never DESTINY! Love is, was and will always be a choice between two person that cherish and trust one another. So if you are feeling down and cursing love, just take a break if you are really serious about it but if you just want to have short-term fun relationships then just forget about what i just wrote. Have fun! "Ganyan talaga ang buhay" is a phrase taken from the song Batang-bata k pa bu APO Hiking Society. This can somehow be related to love but it does not mean that i am saying i believe in destiny by saying that LIFe is Really Like tHat (translation of Ganyan talaga ang buhay, duno if it's correct) but in a sense that we are driving our own life and life encompasses one's love life and other sub-lives we have. I hope we would reflect on our own experiences not only in love for the opposite sex but reflect on the other kinds of love like love for our family, friends, God, neighbors and others if we really do mean what we say. If it is the heart speaking, not the mouth.

I guess he was so much affected by his former love.. bwahahaha! what a traumatic experience.. Hope i don't get one like that.. bwahahaha!

I hate Changes.. But i guess i have to do this..

*sigh* I have decided that I will be changing my template.. bwahahah! may star's a good designer.. hope no one beats me to that skin.. bwahahhaha! simple yet cute.. and pretty.. like me! wahahahha! Gua ya suy pare! mwahahaha! We hen Meili.. and Gua phiaw liang.. (Did i write that correctly?) hmm.. bsta.. MAGANDA! hehehe.. (evil laugh = mwahaahahahah!)

Kill me before I kill you..

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I am a killer

willing to break the speed

Faster than winds

Slower than silence..

bwahahah!

My Cookie Died Not Long Ago.

*sigh*

Okay.. so our dog, err, puppy Cookie died.. It was so early for him but i guess we are to blame. Cookie was my two older sisters' present for my mom.. She was sent here one weekend last April. He was only four months old. HE had colds then. So we went to this vet (whom we later found out to be so STUPID) recommended by our grandma. His clinic (which was really just a space with 2 tables - one to place his tag on and the other to place the pet on during examination) was so small and so stinky. He talks as if he knew what he was talking about saying "If only we had advanced facilities here like an eye-o-scope than we could examine your dog much better." And so I go "uh-huh". Well anyway, so he gave us some meds. Vitamins and for the colds.

After a month, now May, I sort of neglected the puppy and let my dad take care of Cookie. Said he ate something we he ran out of dog food. Started vomiting and was shivering. So we went to that friggin vet again.. This was a different guy. Don't know where the other guy went. But he didn't know what to do with the dog. He didn't even know what was happening to the dog! Oh i could just kill that man! He just told us that we should leave the dog under his care, and confine him for further observations. Yeah right whatever man. Anyway, we had Cookie confined and he was not getting any better. So i told my dad to transfer Cookie to another vet. My dad asked the vet if it would be alright for Cookie to be transferred to Manila. But he said no. Argh! i hate him!!!! He said it would be too stressful for the dog. I am kinda mad at my dad for not arguing at that point. And i'm kinda mad at myself too for being so timid and quiet. Argh! I hate myself!

The next day, the frigging vet called us up and told my dad to transfer Cookie to Manila. (Wtf?!!?!?! you told us not to, and when you couldn't handle Cookie anymore, you tell us to transfer?!!?!! Ugh! I could just kill you right now!!!) And so we went early the next morn to the vet and i was so mad but i just didn't want my dad to see me so disrespectful. But i really wanted to lash out on that STUPID STUPID VET!

We went to Manila and my Cookie could not even move. When we were still at the Stupid vet's clinic, I called Cookie's name and he started to rise but he was too weak. He couldn't even close his eyes for long. He was just lying there. I even thought he was already dead if it weren't for his uneven breathing. He really was in pain. Everyone can see that.

We went to Parañaque, and there, they told us that the dextrose the STUPID vet gave my puppy was DEXTROSE IN WATER (I read that on the way to Manila but didn't know what it does) The new vet then put DEXTROSE IN SOMETHING SOLUTION which was what Cookie really needed. Oooh! That STUPID VET!!!!

So he told us that our Cookie should be confined and that they were going to run some blood tests to see what really was going on. Then after a few hours, we called them up and they explained that he has Parvovirus. That Cookie has so little WBC and that he has to undergo BLOOD TRANSFUSION. Then when we went home, the next day, the vet called my dad up and said he died.

He told us not to pay the vet fee and that it was okay. Unlike that STUPID VET who we all think just wanted let Cookie stay to suck money from us. I wish he would die young!

Rest in peace my Cookie.

My Life Doesn't Suck Anymore....

*sigh* My Life sucks Big Time.

Ayun.. nung Bangus Fest, April 30 nun eh.. pumunta kme Energy Fm para mameet Parokya ni Edgar.. Cheap ba? haha! Like i care.. wala lng.. ayun.. mga 12.45 pm andon na kme.. sabi papunta na doon ng mga one or two.. hindi pa nga kme kumakain nun eh.. asus! anung nangyare? wala.. sabi mga 4 daw.. mga 5am daw kc andon na cla sa htel.. pero bakit di nalang cla pumunta dun kesa naman sa magtambay sa hotel? haha! (hotel nga cgro masmaganda) anyway, aun nga.. tpos mga 4 na.. wala pa rin cla.. sabi nila don "mga 7 na siguro cla darating kc sabi nila, diretcho na raw cla sa concert after nila don.." eh mga 9 ang concert.. eh di naghintay nalang kme.. tapos mga 8 hours na andon pa rin kme.. gutom na kme, pero para sa PnE, di kame kumain.. dumaan lng ng Chowking para snacks.. un lang.. wala na.. tapos hindi pa kme nanood ng mismong lighting ng grills.. pinanood lang namin sa balcony ng Energy.. asus! sobrang lungkt na namin non.. pagdating ng mga 10, aun.. sinabi sa amin na hindi na sila tutuloy ng Energy, diretso na sila sa stage.. (Huwat?!?!?!?! pagkatapos namin maghintay ng sbrang tagal!?!?!?! ganun lng un?!!?!!?) muntikan pa nga kme mag-away ni joshua eh.. pero after nun, pinataas na kme sa stage.. and nakita namin ang Parokya ni Edgar... haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay....

Nag pay-off naman lahat.. ng pinaghirapan namin.... masaya ang buhay... Mabait si Lord.. Ang galing ng Parokya.. Mahal ko sila.. bwahahahhaha! Pwede na kong mamatay.... bwahahahha!!!

**sabi pa nga ng mate ko, nakita raw nia Mongols... so? nakita ko ang parokya!!!! hahahha!**

AStig ToH!

Can't stop the tick-tock of clocks.

argh! dont know what to write. just kill me please?

so sad.

*sigh* i am leaving.. it's the sad truth.. next week na.. and i still haven't told everyone (who matters) that i am going.. life sucks.. they gave me just one week.. how can i do everything in that short span of time? i dread what awaits me.. argh...

Kuya Gab - Guitar.. Medyo mukhang matino pero parang hindi.. haha! joke.. wala lng.. married na xa.. sus!
i am crazythinker..

Kuya Darius - Lead Guitar.. Astig toh.. xa lang ata sa kanila ang nagtanong ng name ko.. bwahahah! wala lng.. bait bait.. hehe..
i am crazythinker..

Kuya Chito - Vocalist.. Der. hehe.. wala lng.. aun.. astigin.. sentimental na tao.. ung necklace na suto nia, galing sa girlfriend nia.. hehe!
i am crazythinker..

Kuya Din-Din on drums.. super parang far-off nia.. parang di sanay sa strangers.. hehe!
i am crazythinker..

Kuya Buwi - Bassist.. hehe.. astig hair nito.. wala lng..
i am crazythinker..

<~~ I WaNnA Be A LiL PrInCeSs...>

<~*~* I WaNnA Be A LiL PrInCeSs...>

*sigh* soo emotional...

Same Ground - Kitchie Nadal

My loveIt's been a long time since i cried

And left you out of the blue

It's hard

Leaving you the way

When i never really wanted to

Self denial

Is a game so strange i never really should've wanted

Til there was you

Cause i have learned that love was beyond

What human can imagineMore it clears

The more i gotta let you go

'cause what i don't understand

Is why i'm feeling so bad now

When i know it was my idea

I could've just denied the truth and lied

Now why am i the only one standing stranded

On the same ground

My loveIt's been a long time since i cried

And left you out of the blue

It's hard

Leaving you the way

When i never really wanted toSelf denial

Is a game so strange i never really should've wanted

Til there was you

Cause i have learned that love

Is a word just thrown

A litlle bit too much of this

Excuse to fill this infinite of desire

And nevere ever have to fade

Cause what i don't understand

Is why i'm feeling so bad now

When i know it was my idea

I could've just denied the truth and lied

Now why am i the only one standing stranded

On the same groundIf all else fail

Would you be there to love me?

When all else fails

Would you be brave to see right through me?

-x why do you neglect me? x-

Bittersweet?

*sigh* Life really is bittersweet... after all the disappointments, curses, jinxes, falldowns, back-off's and sorrow,.... sweetness prevails soonafter.. haaay.. thank God it was bittersweet not sweetbitter... see?! it doesn't even sound right.. hahahaha! Thank you thank you thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im soo happy right now.. you just can't imagine how happy and HIGH i feel right now.. even after....... like, a couple of hours sleeping.. hahahahaha... im so drugged...

.Crazy.Serious.

Monday, May 30, 2005

Green is his Favorite Color..

Sunday, May 29, 2005

Lab ko bestpren ko!

still messy?

Friday, May 27, 2005

Inside my bestfriend's head...

Monday, May 23, 2005

I hate Changes.. But i guess i have to do this..

Sunday, May 22, 2005

Kill me before I kill you..

My Cookie Died Not Long Ago.

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

My Life Doesn't Suck Anymore....

Can't stop the tick-tock of clocks.

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

so sad.

Monday, May 2, 2005

<~~ I WaNnA Be A LiL PrInCeSs...>

-x why do you neglect me? x-

Sunday, May 1, 2005

Bittersweet?

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