Lab Class
Say 'gastrocnemius'!
Something smells bad..?
Grr!
This is my frog. Say hi!
Superworms! (For real)
Labels: happy, school, summer
Crying Inside
What you see is not always what you get.
Thought for tonight: Happiness is fleeting. There will be times when your in ecstasy having the time of your life but these times always have, and will never be without, the opposite. Sadness sucks but like happiness, it is a crucial part of life.
But, of course, we all know this.
So what am I blabbing about again?
Tonight is one of those nights. I can't believe it was just yesterday when I was walking around in my new pair of 'flipflops' and bag. The grin on my lips and the sparkle on my eyes won't even go away. I thought it was okay to be happy that way (less than boisterous laughter but more than just a smile). I was wrong. This is my down night. It sucks.
I'm stressed. I learned in Psych10 that to fight stress, we have to
1. locate the stressor
2. try to avoid these thoughts/things
Stressors: I already lost two of my closest friends because of some stupid decisions and actions. I miss them so badly.
I still do not approve of smokers (especially if they're my friends). I just feel sad and disappointed.
I guess there are only two but they've affected me so much. I shouldn't have voiced out the story about my friend. I just made it more real. I just made it final. I just made it more painful for myself.
I just want to shout and curse and cry.
I can't shout. It's almost 12. I can't curse. I don't do that anymore. I can't cry. I have no tears.
Is this what they call crying inside?
I learned a lot from my mistakes. I don't regret anything. The only thing bugging me is the feeling. It won't go away.
Hurt, please go away.
Labels: kill me, life, love, pain, sad, truth
Me so Happy!
The old pair of slippers my bestfriend gave me a few years back!
Thanks for your unwavering support!
Time to change!
What you see is not always what you get.
Because I just got my money from tutoring! I bought myself some stuff!
I bought a colorful pair of slippers! and an itsy bitsy backpack! hehehe!
Life's so sweet.
Labels: buy, funny, slippers, things
What you see is not always what you get.
What you see will never be what you'd truly get.
I have learned another sad truth about life. It will never go the way you planned it. NEVER. If IF you think you are so sure of what will happen, think again. There will always be turns and setbacks.
A song aptly 'metaphorizes' life as a road. Before travelling, you have planned where you're heading. You know your destination. So you get into your car and drive. However, there are signs that warn us of the turns and dead-ends.
Careful drivers would slow down or turn the other way around. Others may overlook the warning signs - the no left turns, no u turns, or one-way road. They might be so preoccupied with other things that they forget to see the environment outside the interior of their cars.
What, then, happens? They get stopped by the traffice enforcers. They get frustrated meeting the dead end realizing they have wasted precious time. Sometimes, they lose hope and return home wishing for a better day tomorrow.
That day sucked for the unnoticing drivers. This, however, does not mean armageddon. A character from A Lot Like Love said something about downfall not being your life but a part of it. Life continues even as you tumble, even as you meet an obstruction.
So what do we do? We make a u-turn and be conscious of the warning signs. Never lose hope. Always be positive.
Problems make you stronger, more independent individuals.
IT just takes time.
I guess my time is not yet up. *_*
Labels: goodbye, life, love, truth
