Wednesday, August 9, 2006

Is PNE here?

Philosophy is my new enemy.

I would like to change my one-liner to *SocSci, please let me be!*<br>
grrr.. (arf! arf!) hehe!


Everyone has an addiction. Pat is addicted to shopping. (Right, Pat?) hehe.. Others are addicted to anime, to looking good, to phones, to the internet and/or to blogging. We have our own weaknesses. These are the things we would give anything up for just to have or achieve. For example, hopeless romantics are addicted to love. They want nothing more than to feel those overwhelming emotions - happiness, sweetness and care. No matter how many times they get hurt, they still strive to achieve love. No matter how stupid they look, they don't care. Because they are addicted to it.

I, too, am addicted to lots of things. I am addicted to blogging. *(haha!)* But judging by the number of times I have opened my blog lately, I guess I can say I really am not that addicted. Time won't permit me to blog the same way I blogged months ago. I have more things on my plate right now. And choosing one over blogging means that I am not addicted to blogging anymore. I believe addiction is when you won't stop for anything until you have achieved to reached that craving.

The only thing I can think of as an addiction is Parokya ni Edgar. (Standing Ovation)

I don't know why but everytime a concert is held, first thing I ask is "Is PNE coming?" If not, then I still need to think twice if I'd come or not. Otherwise, I would be going gaga over it long before the concert takes place!

MTV Pilipinas chose UPM as one of the schools for their campus tour. Of course, I was looking for PNE. Sadly enough, they weren't included. But since Eli Buendia of the former Eheads was there, I joined in. Now, there will be another concert sponsored by Jag. I hope PNE would be coming. *crossed fingers*

My heart's literally pumping hard right now. I really wish they'd come. *sigh* PNE is my addiction. I want to see them perform. I want to sing out loud with them. I want to join their Inuman sessions. I want to know them. I want them. Hahahaha!!!!

Adhik!

posted by Monica Pastoral @ 9:03 PM 8 Freaks

Friday, August 4, 2006

Are You Gay?


Philosophy is my new enemy.


When can you say that one is happy? Is it when that person constantly carries a big smile on a cheery face? or when one always cracks everyone up? Is it when one shows how giddy he/she looks and how uplifted his/her spirit seems? These usually are the manifestations of happy people. But are they really happy?


I sometimes forget to be happy. Is that normal? My mind wanders off to its own world. I don't even know when my consciousness leaves me. And when it does come back, I could never clearly recall what I had been thinking of. And when I return to my old self, I realize how miserable I look and try to seem, feel and be truly happy. I smile and think of embarrassingy funny moments. And they make my day brighter. Shallow? No, just simple.


I always say I am happy and that I am contented with my life right now. But when I really come to think of it, my happiness needs conscious effort. I have to tell myself to be happy to be happy. I have to repeat it over and over that I should be happy just to be.


I want to achieve more than what I have now. Some say I am competitive. But I think I am just ambitious. Are they the same thing? I don't think so. I believe I could achive real happiness when I have reached all my goals - both material and emotional ones.


I guess happiness is arbritrary. No one can ever really set the standards for happiness just like for beauty. It all depends on the person. Your happiness depends on you. So if you're sad and lonely - or mad and angry, only you can break that spell and be happy once again.


Think about it...

posted by Monica Pastoral @ 11:41 PM 6 Freaks