Saturday, September 24, 2005

I pity the man who pities himself.

My blog sucks. There's something wrong with it and i am too lazy to find out what the hell is freaking wrong. oh well..

just had a massage.feel so relaxed. still here in malasiqui.. hehe.. im using my tita's laptop and i am sleepy.
the masseuse wanted me butt-naked but as you all know, i am very shy so i said no. haha!
The mass for my grandma and my other aunt, Tita Menchu, was a very solemn one. I almost cried twice. First was at the start of the mass and second was during communion.
I told myself not to cry. haha! I was the youngest relative present. Most of them were really one. HaH! What did i expect, a bunch of kids mourning for my 82 year-old and 9 months dead grandma? *sigh* I took pictures of the house just to have hard copies of the changes. It was really depressing.
I don't understand why my blog looks like this in my aunt's laptop. The text are so thick and i can't read them anymore. Urgh! Im thinking of changing the layout. But i want to hold on to this because I worked so hard editing Maystar's layout to suit my taste. maybe i'll just fix this one up. and make another blog somewhere else where it's easier to layout.hmm..

posted by Monica Pastoral @ 12:59 PM 3 Freaks

i suck bigtime

I pity the man who pities himself.


just watched envy last night. Today is my grandma's babang luksa (she died nine months ago).. sigh.. this sucks.. i think i just lost one of my closest friends. and i just can't help remembering my life before. BEing here in my old home is like a painful slap in my face. Just kill me.


im listening to buble while watching the Simpsons. I am thinking of lots of things. I miss my lola and lolo. I wish they were still alive. Then my life would be back to normal. I kept on scouting for people i know amidst the crowd. I saw the other maids that still stayed

posted by Monica Pastoral @ 10:15 AM 1 Freaks